18. 10. 2008

Maria trip

10. 10. 2008

Walking without any target...

Walking without any target.
Yes it was that, what I needed yesterday after
3 days sitting in front of the computed and searching for the work...
I was just walking between walls of family gardens...


and cubic trees on public spaces...


...it was ok...BUT...I was searching for a bit of nature, for a bit of free non-private ground, where I just can lie and watch the clouds...
...and suddenly the sea appear afar off...but I needed to found a way to it, cause there was a stone fence around the coast...
...but I found it and keep walking to the rocky part, where the birds was singing their song...


...there wasn`t any tree elfs, but on other side there had to be some sea-maidens for sure...

I just keep walking and the green park appear...


...and after it, I just walked on the sandy sand for few hours...

...I know the view was´nt the best I´ve ever seen



...but I could just change the perspective and it was better...


And suddenly sun came out of the clouds and I was sooooo happy to see it. It took maybe 5 minutes, but it was very positive...




...later found a little bit of wildness - reservation...just grass and shrubs was growing there...I felt on the ground - the sea-maidens were making the waves in the distance...

"Aaaaaaaaaaagaaaaaaa...", the dark was coming soon, I had to go back to the world, where the humans are living and creating their reality, some people call it Matrix.
I was walking through the industrial area full of container classes from all over the world and through the are where the dirty water is going out from the city, where too many people lives on one place.



At the end I came to the world of glass buildings and electric lights...I just hear a japanese song from Manga film in my head "Agaaaaaaaaaaa........."





Yes there are a lot of people in Dublin city centre...and because I don´t like so many people on one place, I am trying to like it and meditate when I am in this big mass. Trying to be a part of the mass but to be aware all the time, this will be my exercises for other few months...

2. 10. 2008

peace and love

The sun was shining today and I was walking with the hippie dog along the beach. The wind was blowing and suddenly I had the feeling, that he wants to tell me something.
So I started to listen to him. He was speaking something about peace, love, unity...Then I suddenly start to think about it, how would it look without duality. If we make differences between everything, it is duality. If we compare this with that, it is duality. If we love something more that something else, again...But what will happen, if we suddenly just love without any expectations? Everything just disappears and only unity will staaaaaaaaaaaaaay. What a nice feeling...

Once I had a big teacher. His name was Mr. Prasik, but people called him just Piggy. He was the one, that was always speaking these things about love, peace and unity. But I never understood him. But maybe from today, I am little bit nearer to his big teaching. He had a big big rose aura, he was always just smoking the pipe and telling wisdom...



I think I will try to love my enemies from today :-)

Thank you wind, for your whispering...

1. 10. 2008

Welcome to IRELAND

I don't know why, but this country is somehow very likeable for me. It is my 2nd time in Ireland and it seems to me, that people here are very very kind. It seems to me, that I already used to live here som of my previous lifes...

Last year I was here only 10 days and many nice things happened.

For example I really wanted to visit one garden but also arboretum, but they were quite off the road and about 5 km from each other. BUT I was hitchhiking there and I stopped a woman, that gave me lift to arboretum and when I was ready, I wrote her SMS and she picked me up in arboretum and took me to the garden, where I wanted to go.

Or I visited a lighthouse, that was totally off the road and I told to myself, that maybe only god can help me from this place :-) So I met a woman with 2 priests and they not only gave me a lift, but also invited me for a cake and tea in the restaurant and bought me a ticket for lighthouse.

This year I came again, but now whit a different idea. I will try to find some work in Dublin.

But before that, I am staying in Wexford for few days and I am looking after friend's dog. But again - also traveling, mostly hitchhiking.

And again what happened today. Wow I really didn't expected something like this, but...hitchhiking, stoping a car, conversation...and suddenly I have a bike! A gray haired man with a good hearth gave it to me. Like from a fairytale :-) First I thought, he is only joking, but no...Thank you!

Yes it is true, that I was thinking about it, that I need some, but it works very fast! I am thinking about it maybe only 3 days...thank you my protective angels :-)

When I was cycling from the beautiful beach back to Wexford I was thinking about many many things.........

If I love people, they also love me, if I hate people, they hate me, if I don't see people, they don't see me, if I tell bad things about them they will do the same and so and so......it seems to be so easy, just always know it and have it in the heart and everything gonna be all right :-)

But if they say bad things about me, it doesn`t matter, anyway I won`t do the same to them. I just don't care, that`s the best way, how to react on this things.