Spontanity - BEST quality

I have planed to publish this article three months ago! It was nearly ready but... Anyway it is better to publish it now than never! So here it is:

Yes yes long time not seen long time not hear.
But why? There has to be some reason. I think, there exists some thief of the time here in this city full of people, cars and polluted air. Everybody is just running. To catch its own funeral?...

I stayed in Dublin 3 weeks without going somewhere out and I just had the feeling that I have to do something with this before I will become totally mad. And suddenly I found me sitting in the train, going somewhere don't know where, where the ghosts of land ancestors are nearer and time is just going slowly like the smoke from the pipe. Looking out from the window of the train that is going to the unknown land...yes that was this feeling that I missed so much...

I love when I can just pack my rucksack in a short time and go. I don´t know. It is really hard for me to imagine me staying in one place for a rest of my life. Its impossible!!! There have to be some ghosts of nomads around me whispering all the time "Šššššš rucksack ššššš forest ššš mountains šššššššššš....."

From the unknown town to the unknown place by bus. Not so far but still very interesting.
Driver stopped next to the lodge in the middle of the dark and I felt again like that time in Azia... There have been nearly no people there. I expected the well known sentence "If you eat here, you can sleep for free :-) " I went for a walk outside. I tried to find that place which was 5000 years old where the megalithic people were greeting the sun, which started to come back in the middle of the winter. The name of the place was Newgrange. I walked around the darkness like a cat around hot mush. Suddenly I decided to cross the dark and try to find that place. I was walking and walking but...probably it was too far to reach it, so I came back. Anyway, I had a good walk. And ... when I came back to the hostel, I met a scientist from some Irish university and he explained me everything what I needed to know about Newgrange. It felt like I met some messenger that has been sent to me because I didn`t know much about this complex, I just had the feeling that I have to go there.

Next morning was busy. There have been many people in front of the entrance waiting for the sun. There were also some people with drums and everyone wished to see the sun. But sun decided not to come. Actually it came but it had been hidden beyond clouds. Irish weather is Irish weather. But anyway it was a great experience to be there.
We were also able to go into the chamber. It was an interesting feeling to be inside of the complex that was at least 5000 years old. There were pictures of spirals graven into the stone. It was great!

It was just 10 o´clock in the morning and I was thinking what to do. I didn´t want to go back to Dublin so early. But my mind tried to tell me to go back to thebus and get out of there but my feelings had told me not to go yet so I just passed the bus because I wanted to make the last photograph and after that I wanted to go.
But there I met Shoan - the great person. He told me another stories not just about Newgrange but also about Dowth and other simmilar tombs in the surrounding. He told that today at 3pm is the only day in the year when the Dowth tomb is opened. It was the place where once a year at the day of wintersolstice the leaving sun reach the chamber.
That sounded interesting. I started to think about it and I thought that I stay around and come back at 3 o`clock. But he had one free seat in the car and invited me to join him and his friends.
I could feel from him that he is a good person with a good heart. Actually his aura was similar to my fathers - no time for hesitation, lets go! :-)

Yes and it was great - lunch in an Irish pub with another interesting people, hill of the Witch (also called Sliabh na Calli) with a magical bench where everyone can make one wish and it will become true, Magic well that heals illnesses and at the end the Dowth passage tomb.
I had a great feeling from the whole day. I was so lucky to meet all this nice people and see all this nice places full of ancient energy.

Sometimes it`s unbelievable what can happen when you are not expecting anything. This are the moments without fear when you are just connected with your inner voice. Heart always knows what`s good for you. It is worth to listen to it.

Maria trip

Walking without any target...

Walking without any target.
Yes it was that, what I needed yesterday after
3 days sitting in front of the computed and searching for the work...
I was just walking between walls of family gardens...

and cubic trees on public spaces...

...it was ok...BUT...I was searching for a bit of nature, for a bit of free non-private ground, where I just can lie and watch the clouds...
...and suddenly the sea appear afar off...but I needed to found a way to it, cause there was a stone fence around the coast...
...but I found it and keep walking to the rocky part, where the birds was singing their song...

...there wasn`t any tree elfs, but on other side there had to be some sea-maidens for sure...

I just keep walking and the green park appear...

...and after it, I just walked on the sandy sand for few hours...

...I know the view was´nt the best I´ve ever seen

...but I could just change the perspective and it was better...

And suddenly sun came out of the clouds and I was sooooo happy to see it. It took maybe 5 minutes, but it was very positive...

...later found a little bit of wildness - reservation...just grass and shrubs was growing there...I felt on the ground - the sea-maidens were making the waves in the distance...

"Aaaaaaaaaaagaaaaaaa...", the dark was coming soon, I had to go back to the world, where the humans are living and creating their reality, some people call it Matrix.
I was walking through the industrial area full of container classes from all over the world and through the are where the dirty water is going out from the city, where too many people lives on one place.

At the end I came to the world of glass buildings and electric lights...I just hear a japanese song from Manga film in my head "Agaaaaaaaaaaa........."

Yes there are a lot of people in Dublin city centre...and because I don´t like so many people on one place, I am trying to like it and meditate when I am in this big mass. Trying to be a part of the mass but to be aware all the time, this will be my exercises for other few months...

peace and love

The sun was shining today and I was walking with the hippie dog along the beach. The wind was blowing and suddenly I had the feeling, that he wants to tell me something.
So I started to listen to him. He was speaking something about peace, love, unity...Then I suddenly start to think about it, how would it look without duality. If we make differences between everything, it is duality. If we compare this with that, it is duality. If we love something more that something else, again...But what will happen, if we suddenly just love without any expectations? Everything just disappears and only unity will staaaaaaaaaaaaaay. What a nice feeling...

Once I had a big teacher. His name was Mr. Prasik, but people called him just Piggy. He was the one, that was always speaking these things about love, peace and unity. But I never understood him. But maybe from today, I am little bit nearer to his big teaching. He had a big big rose aura, he was always just smoking the pipe and telling wisdom...

I think I will try to love my enemies from today :-)

Thank you wind, for your whispering...

Welcome to IRELAND

I don't know why, but this country is somehow very likeable for me. It is my 2^nd time in Ireland and it seems to me, that people here are very very kind. It seems to me, that I already used to live here som of my previous lifes...

Last year I was here only 10 days and many nice things happened.

For example I really wanted to visit one garden but also arboretum, but they were quite off the road and about 5 km from each other. BUT I was hitchhiking there and I stopped a woman, that gave me lift to arboretum and when I was ready, I wrote her SMS and she picked me up in arboretum and took me to the garden, where I wanted to go.

Or I visited a lighthouse, that was totally off the road and I told to myself, that maybe only god can help me from this place :-) So I met a woman with 2 priests and they not only gave me a lift, but also invited me for a cake and tea in the restaurant and bought me a ticket for lighthouse.

This year I came again, but now whit a different idea. I will try to find some work in Dublin.

But before that, I am staying in Wexford for few days and I am looking after friend's dog. But again - also traveling, mostly hitchhiking.

And again what happened today. Wow I really didn't expected something like this, but...hitchhiking, stoping a car, conversation...and suddenly I have a bike! A gray haired man with a good hearth gave it to me. Like from a fairytale :-) First I thought, he is only joking, but no...Thank you!

Yes it is true, that I was thinking about it, that I need some, but it works very fast! I am thinking about it maybe only 3 days...thank you my protective angels :-)

When I was cycling from the beautiful beach back to Wexford I was thinking about many many things.........

If I love people, they also love me, if I hate people, they hate me, if I don't see people, they don't see me, if I tell bad things about them they will do the same and so and so......it seems to be so easy, just always know it and have it in the heart and everything gonna be all right :-)

But if they say bad things about me, it doesn`t matter, anyway I won`t do the same to them. I just don't care, that`s the best way, how to react on this things.